


Ashes of the Symphony

by 5star-typical-brownies



Category: iCarly
Genre: Angst, Romance
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2012-11-12
Updated: 2012-11-12
Packaged: 2013-08-01 22:18:22
Rating: T
Chapters: 1
Words: 491
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/8697589/1/
Author URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/u/4035112/5star-typical-brownies
Summary: Would I hate you for ruining my life, for ruining everything I thought love was about? Or would I thank you for giving it meaning? One- Sided Creddie.





	Ashes of the Symphony

Title: Ashes of the Symphony

Summary: Would I hate you for ruining my life, for ruining everything I thought love was about? Or would I thank you for giving it meaning? One- Sided Creddie

Genre: Angst, Romance

Characters: Carly S./ Freddie B.

**Ashes of the Symphony **

Perhaps I've gone crazy.

You see, I haven't been able to let you go.

Not completely, not fully, perhaps never.

I don't believe I want to.

Would I hate you for ruining my life, for ruining everything I thought love was about?

Or would I thank you for giving it meaning?

Does she make you happy?

The cards have folded.

I promise I won't tell.

Does she make you happy?

Do you remember us?

Our song, the rise and fall of our crescendo?

It still haunts me.

Our love was_ that_ song.

We were everything and nothing.

The ghost of your lips gently pressed against my own, I feel it still.

The warmth of your hand in mine, it's still there I swear it is.

You love her.

And I love you.

As it should be.

I can never compete, she's the sun and I'm the moon.

You need her to survive and you need me to fight the tidal waves.

There once was a time, where you adored me and loved me.

Is it selfish of me to say I want it all back?

And as I watch you, I can imagine the feel of my hands as they rake through your hair.

Can you feel it?

_The beat of our song._

You've never looked so wonderful as you do right at this moment.

Oh, I'd do anything for you.

Anything.

It plays in the depths of my mind.

Over and over again.

I need you.

I want you.

I love you.

Loved you .

How can I _ever_ forget that?

The lights of Hollywood don't please me.

Not like you did.

You said I would become a star.

Who cares about stardom, when I can't have you.

Does she make you happy?

Do you remember?

You and I.

Me and you.

_CarlyandFreddie._

The beat of our song?

_The ghost of my skin against yours._

As it falls just to pick up again.

_The feel of my nails as they scratch down your chest. _

The swell of the music.

_The sounds of our harsh breathing, in the dead of the night. _

The rise of the crescendo.

_The feel of my fingers as they traced across your back._

The soar of the symphony.

_Each time our hands brushed, each time I came back to you and you to me._

The fade out.

_The last time our lips met, the last time you took what was yours._

I promise I'll never let you go.

**A/N I spent the weekend depressed, this is the result. I apologize in advance for the grammar and spelling mistakes. **


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